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ten fifteen (prod. scmk)
02:42
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talk like you're the coldest thing in my life
tearing out my insides
is this really what it feels like
i want this forever or at least until i die
foreign wheels when i arrive
skrt skrt while i'm driving you around
baby are you down cause i'm down...
half a bar of xanax in my drink and then i drown
syrup got me sleepy so i bought another round
music playing so loud but i still can't hear a fucking sound
are you still there beside me
i can't feel my heart when it comes crashing down inside me
i can't feel my legs if you won't wrap yourself around me
try to walk away but baby knows she can't resist me
try to cut my wrist cause i know they won't miss me
all black again
with the switchblades again
with cementhead again
in the basement again
pains in my head
took too many pills again
(now i'm fading away
swear to the skies that you'd bleed for me again)
stacks out
bands out
cash out
i swear to god i'm gonna pass out
we could turn the lights down
baby turn the lights down
baby don't fight now
everything's alright now
you're feeling kinda colder
feeling kinda icy when i'm biting on your shoulder
colder kinda feeling in my stomach when i hold her
i think i'm fucking losing it man
that's what i told her
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if you must (prod. scmk)
03:20
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"if you must wait
wait right here in my arms as i shake"
shake me down
pick me up or leave me there
blissfully unaware
that life can be taken so quickly
don't take it for granted
you'll miss me tomorrow
i just can't swallow my sorrow
(cause i need you there)
see my reflection in icy cold water
tie bricks to my feet then i fall
"if you must die sweetheart
die knowing your life was my life's best part"
felt you in darkness
you told me to wake you
but you weren't moving
and i just can't breathe anymore
i just can't feel anymore
my eyes won't see anymore
i put my foot to the floor now baby
mercedes-benz with four doors
pills on the table
i am unstable
crush them all and see the white light
if you must mourn
don't do it alone
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[scmk]
i keep my mouth closed
back hand ready when i talk to you
like who the fuck are you talking to
i'll put a hole in your eye if you prompt me to
move slow with the bottles too
fuck the other side forever man
i'll follow you...
aj in the back with the stacks
got the models too...
[aj simons]
i stay down
i move up
give a fuck
about a opp
tryna walk
walk with us
young heavyweight about to drop
i've been going dumb
run around the town
a couple girls
a couple rounds
all these neon lights
all these redrooms
oh i'm taking trips tryna escape you
you look so fine
dance for me all night
light me up
bright me up like sunshine
light my dro, light my dro
baby its alright
we can try to catch up
but i'm far by
[scmk]
all the pain i feel inside
yea it's not because i never tried with you
fill the gaps with drugs at night
losing sleep and losing you
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questions (prod. scmk)
03:42
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20 on the gas
now we smoking loud
henny on the glass
finger in your mouth
zooming so fast i can't figure out
why the time pass slowly when you're not around
on god she's a first class lady
skin pale white little brown eyed baby
fading away from the light now maybe
i don't think she hates me
how could baby hate me
quit asking me questions
i do not answer
i do not answer to nobody
i'm whipping i'm whipping
i'm whipping i'm whipping
i'm flexing i'm flexing
i'm whipping i'm whipping
finessing finessing
i'm flexing i'm flexing
i'm jugging i'm jugging
give me something to keep me awake right now
ice in your stare so i keep you away right now
end of the pier
all black with the switchblades out
night falls soon and the kniives and the drugs come out
it's cold on my streets
kids i used to play ball with never used to eat
only focused on the dream though the dream's unlikely
i like my chains gold
i like my money green
i'm bout my pesos
i'm bout my fuckin team
i'm in that s-class
we're in the backseat
put on my shades now
i'm in a clouded dream
now i can barely see
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[scmk]
calling to you inside of the club now
in the back with the gang passing round them blunts now
all black on set
tryna link it up now
listening to horse head
shes off all them drugs now
counting up the cups now
staring thru the window
blowing grams of loud smoke
see my reflection in icy cold water
it's pulling me under
the sun through the glass of the rari is blinding my eyes...
long legs black dress
adam told me that he'd pay for that
so i give bae the eyes
i'm calling for you now
but you're casting me aside
[yung hopeful]
in that lane we be scholin
sentimental wildin
while still young
hotter than a rocket
fuckin up the bottom
top gun star
in the fucking rain
y'all are better off dead
while you're still young
if it's fire i'm your brimstone
gone not going home
stay in your lane
i'll tell you for a second
hold in all your blessings
then i'm gone
in that looper
blade runner
scmk stunt in a sea of grey
we been up all day
can you see thru the haze
you can put that on me
with some roses on the grave
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[scmk]
back to the way
back to the place that i go when i'm pushing you away
slowing my pace
can't feel my face
i just wanna glo but i can't seem to fill the space
when'll be this over
to be honest i don't feel right when i'm sober
colder feeling in my stomach when i hold her
i just dropped the codeine in my soda...
[cementhead]
*too rare*
[scmk]
do you hear them say
how much they still need you from so far away
"you still have your future man drop this charade
they'll find ways to hurt you and make you their slave"
keep away from me
keep your space from me
boy don't play no games with me
i don't have no empathy so you can't feel the same as me
colder than you could believe
i'm smokin loud on #GLASGLO streets
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7. |
ssri (prod. scmk)
03:27
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scared of the way that it feels when i lean in
ice on me still feel i'm dreaming
eyes stay closed but i still see the demons
paypal open so i still stay receiving
what did you expect from me
i just kept those racks on me
i just spent that last check on loud packs for the gang homie
why they always hating on me like back when they didn't know me
there's solace in the way you take me away to your cold dark place
in a solitary way
i loosen my grip as i'm being replaced
how could i be just a punchbag for conversation
or is this all in my head
paypal open so i still stay receiving that cash
flex so hard in the coupe
all black
love from my gang
swear i give it all back
16s way if we under attack
yeah its easy
books on me
never let a bitch read me
do you see me
20 years of life and you could never deceive me
is this all in my head
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[scmk]
pull out that bag and they all stay
wait
hold up
flex
ice on my wrist when i fuck up the check
mask on my face when i pull out the bag
and the gang out here don't fuck around
counting sheets out here in underground
28gs bag em up at MG's house
on this trap shit looking for a way out
i ain't trying to sell no drugs til i get taken out
three bullets in my chest or living at the station house
yung scmk dat way...
remember like back in the old days
innocent to the core days
when life hadn't turned me cold days
then you grow up in a court case
start getting on with those old way
black leather boots w the gold chains
pull out that bag and they'll all stay
[zalean]
tuck your chain
motherfuck your gang
around my way
only UGKs
OGs and lbs and 44s in LVs
Ozs and ice cream and no tint so you could see me
i knock your fucking lights off
white nikes need to wipe off
bloody knife need to wipe off
got em throwing up a white cloth
i shine hard with the lights off
iball hard no microsoft
they hate on my but why god
i'm headed to the top with my squad
tuck your chain
mother fuck your gang
around my way
only UGKs
only #AQUALEAN
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[scmk]
(all black with the lights out
last night i had a dream about you
cementhead again in the basement again)
all black with the lights out
baby can you slow down
this really doesn't have to go down
i can feel your passion even when you walk away
i know that you need it even if you've gone astray
"don't fuck with her no more, now i fuck with tanqueray"
drinking straight from the bottle
12 days
an early 20s grave
i feel the bitter taste
i cannot be saved
and my body fades away
[yung hopeful]
all black with the lights out
baby can you slow down
my body fades and i can feel
we're going up and i'll be there
light another one
you're feeling down
smoking for the twelvth day
vision fade to grey
go post up in #GLASGLO with scmk
cementhead in the back and we're ok
there's a bouquet
said you'll love me forever
started when we were kids
walk away from the feeling of when we kissed
like we ain't fuckin with none of em
the day ones that we running with
only sippin tanqueray
go and pass your boy the blade
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girl you got this hold on me
so tight around my neck
i can barely breathe
see me
icy with the cold that you left in me
leather seats in the limousine
going up soon and my whole gang come with me
momentum behind me now nothing can shift me
if you feel yourself doubting it jumping me quickly
i don't have room at the top for a maybe
maybe one day
i'll call your phone baby
tell me you'll stay
i can't be alone baby
white pills switchblades
i was fucking faded baby
you've seen my face
guess we finally made it baby
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[cementhead]
i've been losing patience
ever see a good friend turn to an assailant
flicks of silver when i'm tryna stay golden
apprehension hanging like a bad omen
i'll be bound to bite my tongue if i don't know them
sms cause i don't even call my dopeman
act up to me with false innocence
it's all the same to me cause it was never meant
saw something in the mirror there shouldn't be
i don't feel like the person that i used to be
tried to make a difference, stumbled foolishly
but it's not the same mistake so i'll still get my sleep
[scmk]
i've taken a turn and i can never feel the same
have some things that i won't be remembering again
i felt something crawling up my spine and then it rained
didn't have the time to save the things that washed away
saw something in the mirror
never used to see myself as someone with all these anxieties
you told me that i ought to grow up soon
but i'm still getting money from my bedroom
and i'm still getting high in the back
and you lean in me and you press and my legs with your right hand
sipping muddy sprite
zooming off a half xan
disconnect from this land
12 bands
you don't have to like me
after all this time i'd say that friendship's unlikely
i don't understand how i could say this politely
cementhead again in the basement again
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[scmk]
thick clouds of smoke
feeling provoked
i'm on a gold mine
robes like the pope
this ain't no hoax
baby you can't even hold mine
my rari go fast
i never come last
always first to cross the finish line
now i'm eating at last
i never fast
plate so big i never finish mine
but just cause i'm breathing does not mean that i can still feel it
no i can't still feel it...
i just keep repeating and healing and hoping and praying that they'll never feel it
expect me to be the hero
because all my necklaces icy like frio
but who keeps it down once my timer hits zero
(cementhead again in the basement again)
[cementhead]
the rain floods the streets in my hometown
there's a light and i've seen it go out
the sun disappears
i'm alone now
outside, cold wind in my bones now
the world bleeds envy
solitude deliver me
in the basement
i'm not getting any sleep
enter the dragon
fists up in the mirror scene
i thought my way in to deep
now my mouth can barely speak
you said "cementhead, you scared me"
thought it might have been because you feel the same as me
the sentiments are empty but they all return them faithfully
i want to hear the truth but please don't give it to me painfully
[scmk]
this is so hard for me
the only thing consistent is consistent inconsistency
i wanna hear the truth but please don't give it to me painfully
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13. |
lean (prod. scmk)
02:56
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